Changing Gears

With Lulu's closing performance this past Saturday, I am now fully and officially Madame Producer. This is a brand new role for me. I often produce for myself (as many of us emerging directors do), but producing for other artists is whole new game. I've got 2 phones, a barrage of emails and the most random "To Do" list of my life.

Adam offered me some sage wisdom heading into this rotation. He cited my wide range of professional assistant directing experience and said, "That's basically it. Approach it like that."

This was some genius advice on his part. Approaching producing with the mindset that I am simply doing everything I can to aid these directors in creating their best work, in addition to facilitating the most fully realized production possible, took the pressure off of having to get it "right." It has freed me to take ownership of this role and dispelled my fears. Though, I must admit, there is more math involved in producing than there is in assisting - and I'm always sure to triple check my math.

It's a busy week here at the Hangar. There are two shows up on the main stage right now (NO CHILD and BAD DATES), which means double load-in, tech and performances. It also means double opening night parties! No Child opened last week - showcasing powerhouse acting from Rachael Holmes, as well as gorgeous work from director Wendy Dann and her designers. I'm excited to see what Bad Dates has in store for us later this week!

In rehearsal at TC3 are two Wedge shows (Adam's Possiblities and Corey's Leonce & Lena), Lydia's Pinochoccio for Kiddstuff and the main stage production of Oklahoma. That's six shows all humming along. I've had a great time sitting on rehearsals, getting to see my fellow directors in action!

And, on Saturday, I'll get to see the whole company in action in our 24 Hour Play Festival, TC24. The company is spending the week in playwriting master classes - the only time our whole company actually gets to work in the same room together! On Saturday we'll mix up their roles - designers will act, actors will write - and see what we can come up with in 24 short hours. As you can see, we've got more than a few kettles on the stove here. Or is it irons in the fire?


I'll leave you with some photos from Lulu - my director's choice play for the Wedge - and the text from the program note.


Benjamin Franklin Wedekind was conceived in San Francisco, born in Germany and christened in honor of American democracy. He penned his most widely known work, Spring Awakening, in 1894 - at just 26 years old.

A year later, while strolling the Champs d’Ellyse, he was struck by an idea for a “gruesome tragedy.” Wedekind skipped dinner with friends that evening to write the first act. The result is Lulu, a play that was never fully produced in Wedekind’s lifetime. Its graphic depiction of vices in all forms and shapes, and his refusal to alter the text, kept Lulu relegated to the bars, cabarets and backrooms of Vienna.



It was at one such performance where Wedekind met his second wife, Tilly Newes. The nineteen-year old beauty was playing the role of Lulu. Wedekind, then 37, was playing the role of Jack. The line between art and life was thin in Wedekind’s world. He chose to write about the prostitutes and artists with whom he spent his time, shocking the German bourgeois with what they considered to be pure pornography. Nicholas Wright’s translation, recently produced by London’s Almeida Theatre, gives this classic the modern edge Wedekind intended.


In the eve of World War I, Frank Wedekind understood the timeless starving class struggle between the longings of one’s inner self and a world that offers a certain set of possibilities.

Penguins!!

So my KIDDSTUFF show--The Kid Who Talked to Penguins--opened on Wednesday. It feels like I just finished putting up a huge musical. The show has a big cast, quick-changes, magic, hundreds of light cues, wireless mics, the works. One of the great challenges of KIDDSTUFF is that you have to perform on the set of the currently running mainstage show. In our case, this was The Overwhelming--a play about the Rwandan genocide that featured a center platform in the shape of Rwanda. Which is not a very prettily shaped country, I'll have you know.

I'm exhausted. Right now, all I can do is look forward to my tiny, intimate, non-technical production of The Possibilities.

Until those rehearsals start on Monday, I have a blissfully relaxing few days. So here are a few photos of Penguins to get you started! I hope you enjoy!

Opening Night/Opening Day

Yesterday marked our first opening day/night as we attended the opening performances for all our rotation one shows—The Kid Who Talked to Penguin’s, A Rat’s Mass and Lulu. Pretty amazing day really. To finally see everyone’s work after hearing so much about Lauren and Adam’s visions for their shows and their process in their rehearsal rooms, was a total thrill. Penguins was such great fun! Adam’s charm had the kids enthralled from start to finish. He had such joy working on the Kiddstuff show (as I did watching it), so great for the creative heart and soul. Lauren’s Lulu showcased some powerhouse acting from the company—but I’ll admit my not-so-secret love for her talent with movement. I was floored by her stunning transformative, storytelling movement work.

These first two rotations we are getting to do our “director’s choice” plays – which for me I decided to take to heart what I heard over and over to go for a play that would push me creatively. So I chose, A Rat’s Mass, by Adrienne Kennedy, a writer I have wanted to work on for quite some time. So it was a fantastic experience to finally get to wrestle with a complex, fascinating, intense material and flex my imagination on this classic avant-garde piece.

When I first saw the Wedge, my brain immediately began to fire images that I could see living in the space—ways that I hadn’t even dreamt of before. It’s a blessing to have a space that forces a director to explore use of space. When I first started grad school I learned that I saw things as flat images in my head. Thus I had to work hard to visualize moments/scenes/plays in 3 dimensions. Working in the Wedge was like taking the next step. I realized that was capable of seeing the play in 3D but it was always a proscenium space. Now I realized I could go further and conceptualize the play in 3D without limitations. What if I thought “Oh yes! that moment should happen in the air above ground!” or “We should be seeing this moment upside down!” Freeing and utterly thrilling. I feel really fortunate to have this time and space to grow artistically, and this is only week three!—I’m excited to see what other new discoveries lie ahead in the rest of the summer.

Hey, Mr. Producer

The positioning of who would produce which rotation was the absolute last consideration in our process of programming the season. As it fell, I'm the producer of the first rotation, and I have to say that I'm so glad things fell out this way. 

First, it's been a real luxury to have some "free" time to put toward working on the adaptation of the script I'll be directing (starting in a week...eek) for rotation 2; finalizing a working text based on conflating/writing from 4 different translations, going back in to work in elements of the interpretive adaptation I'm doing, and getting time to work with my designers and let them act as dramaturgs through their work are all things I would not have had as much time for had I been directing on the rotation. (But I bet I'll be ready for a break after 2 straight months of directing...)

But more to the point, I've had the privilege and pleasure of getting to watch my FF's (fellow Fellows...) work. I've seen runs of all 3 shows and am really impressed by the diversity of perspectives, styles and techniques each has employed, both in rehearsal and production. Adam is a model of efficiency--he (and our great KIDDSTUFF SM Jeannine) run a tight ship, but the energy in the room is always positive and fun. Lydia has done great work immersing her cast in a physical style and a style of play very new to most. SHe has put them through the proverbial paces (lots of Suzuki, slow movement, integrating visual research into what I call 'living mask' work) and they and Adrienne Kennedy's play are the better for the experience. Lauren has done a very clear cutting of a longer text and done exciting work using movement (think Bill T. Jones) to give a classic piece both a sexy contemporary edge, and a dramaturgical clarity.

I also feel like I've got a better grasp on how to  plan my rehearsals and think about the coming work. I feel like I've gotten a sneak preview' of the actors' work both in rehearsal and on stage. Ditto for the endlessly surprising WEDGE space and the Niederkorn MainStage, where my KIDDSTUFF show will be. I know more about how these spaces work, and how to work with these actors in rehearsal.

That said, there have certainly been challenges, too. Any time of change is overwhelming, and the challenges presented by the extraordinary amount of work and daring demanded of everyone in the Lab Company has understandably overwhelmed some people. One of my goals for myself this summer is to 'push myself and others' to limits that allow the best work to emerge; it's been a good experience for me to help allay the fears and frustration of my company members, while at the same time helping these young artists to understand the requirements and challenges inherent in this demanding profession. Giving notes to my FF's has also bee a great exercise for me--it forces me to think with a real clarity and perspective about storytelling, the directors' intent, the actors' work and potential in given roles and limited time, etc. It's a terrific exercise in 'being in it and out of it' at the same time--an essential skill for a director.

I'm now play producer on our first day of tech, me and my laptop shoved in a corner on the upper level with my feet tangled in cables and cords and my butt going to sleep on a really uncomfortable plastic folding chair. Ah, the glamorous life. But it does make me think about an interview with Tom Hulce that I read in The New York Times about a year ago. He was talking about producing Spring Awakening (directed by DL alum Michael Mayer...), and the interviewer had asked him what he likes about producing. His response was something to the effect of 'acting is a task where you're responsible for one very important but very specific piece of the whole. As a producer, you get to roll around and get dirty in all of it." I've certainly gotten dirty--from people's tears to transportation to teaching to tech troubles--and it's been surprisingly fulfilling. 

I'm just glad I don't have to fundraise...

Go Big, or...

We had our first rehearsals this past Saturday. And, for those of you playing along at home, let's review the schedule of the week that led up to Saturday:

Tuesday - Production/Design Presentation Meetings for Rotation 1
- Audience Services Meeting
- Actors Arrive!! (Finally!)
- Evening-long full company meet, greet, chat, relaying of information

Wednesday and Thursday - Master Classes with the Lab Actors and Assistant Directors. (We lead the company in a day of text based exercises focused of choral speaking and scene study, and a day of movement exercises focused on gesture, dance and Suzuki.)

Thursday Evening - Auditions

Friday - Production Meeting
- Casting for the Entire Season (In addition to casting 12 Lab shows and roles in 2 main stage productions, we had to ensure that each of the 26 actors were used in each of the four rotations, that each had a lead and a bit a role and that those roles were evenly distributed between Wedge and Kiddstuff shows. Now, not to brag.....But. We accomplished this task in record time, and all emerged in good spirits.)

Saturday - Casting Posted, and, a mere ninety minutes later, everyone is in their first rehearsal.

Okay, I'm tired from just typing all that, let alone doing it.
But, the excitement of finally getting into a rehearsal room, with actors, with the script I've been so painstakingly cutting and studying and pulling apart with the designers gave me plenty of adrenaline.

We spent the first day of rehearsal reading the script, getting an amazing presentation from the designers and talking. As the actors hadn't had a chance to read the script before rehearsal began, it wasn't just a first read. It was truly a cold read. So there was a lot to talk about.
But, the excitement was palpable. We were all here, together, finally doing the thing it is that we each love to do. As Claire Romano, sound designer, summed it up at the end of her presentation, "I love my job."

That being said, it is also easy to feel the pressures of the time crunch. In just a week, we'll be in tech. The process is so condensed, the speed so breakneck, there simply isn't time for questioning. Now is the time to jump, to leap, to trust your gut. As I told the LULU company at the top of our second rehearsal yesterday, W.H. Murray was on to something when he said, "Boldness has genius, power and magic in it."

I can't wait to see where it leads us.